Glamour Girl - Signing Out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ti-UWOTkRGA

I cannot think of a better way to sign out than this... (above link).... I've spent 5 years blogging things I may not tell my closest friends.  These honest moments were told to whoever.  My journey to is over and at this point in life I feel as if either I tell to much darkness or tell too much happiness and sound obnoxious.  I'm ready to let the blog go. 

Artsy

Photos take by Misch:

Photo through lens of binoculars:

Front Yard:

Self portrait:

Lips:

Coco's foot. The orange is 'Jesus' and the black is 'God'.  :)

So... you know all that men shit?....

Turns out I don't hate them afterall.... (men that is)....

And turns out that he.... (above - haven't come up with a nick-name yet)... told me today that (and I  sorta quote b/c he took me by shock via phone....) 'any woman he has ever met in his life doesn't even begin to hold a candle to me'  .....

Yall....  This man (above) has totally changed my life.  I've gone on dates this year, trust me I have, I've kinda been forced too.  I've had nothing better to do and on top of the nothing to do offers...  offers I really didn't even want.  Didn't see coming.... so I've gone on dates against my will kinda.  I've cried after most of them to be honest with you....Which is also why I insisted on spending my damn bday alone just to name one....

But him (above,)...  I actually cried in happiness after one date in particular with this man. 

So  I've been seeing him less than a month yet have known him since 7th grade.  My father forbid me to ever date him due to his reputation during my high school years, YET our last names kept us right next to each other.  Literally.   Meaning his last name and my maiden last name were letters apart. THEREFORE... our lockers were next to one another.  Homeroom - next to each other.  Classes with assigned seating - yep, next to each other.  He even asked me ....to my total surprise and shock.... to prom my Sr year.  I had to tell him NO for fear.  Fear....  first of all I would have had to broken up with my long term / first / only boyfriend to take the chance he too would have (two) broken up with Miss High School (literally)  and actually picked me up at the front door with my (three)  father swinging a golf club at his ass.  Bottom line I needed to stick with my first boyfriend and he needed to stick with Miss High School.  For safety. 

YET....  the bait was set even back then.  Still set in my mind...in some sort of way I didn't realize and never would have never understood without my ex -husband debacle.....   But anyway....  I knew he (nickname needed)  ...........................    wanted to find out more about me and I certainly want to find our more about him.

Beach Survival

Misch looking just like her daddy - lol.  And Mimi cut her hair.  Yep.  You heard me.  Bangs without my permission.  The new Glamour Girl let it go. 

One of my best friends was in the area.  Went to her 3500 square foot condo for the day.... 

The fridge was the size of a honda civic.  SERIOUSLY. 

Oh, and she brought her NANNY!  Whoop whoop! 

but my biggest question is this... WHAT. IN. THE. FUCK. IS. THIS.  (location was shower....)

Nanny taking care of my kids! 

Nanny laughing at our motherhood skills....